Before I was exposed to social justice ideologies I never even saw color. Prior to being introduced to those ideologies I never noticed what people’s races were, it was never important to me and it still isn’t. Now, every time I watch a video, whether I agree or disagree with the content, I see the person’s skin tone. If it’s a white person arguing against social justice, I already know that they’ll be ridiculed based on their skin color. If it’s a black person speaking about social justice, I already know they’ll be congratulated. It made me see in color, now one of the first things I notice about someone is what the color of their skin is, now I’m afraid of being perceived as racist because my skin is light or because I said something a “"person of color”“ deemed bad. Prior to opposing social justice, I’ve never been called racist in my life, but as soon as I started openly disagreeing with the mainstream opinions of ”“people of color”“, I started being called racist left and right. Everyone is seeing in color now, not just me. It’s toxic.